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The scientist - Coldplay

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart

Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh, let's go back to the start
Running in circles, coming-up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh, take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh, and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh, it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

Two sides of every story...








Has John Rzeznik met me?


You take a lot of chances with your feelings
No one really knows what you feel
And fiction is the only way you're dealing
You turn your pretty head if it gets real


Något att tänka på, Karin.

Hrm...

Mitt undermedvetna spelar mig spratt..de 'ytliga' dagarna är inte problemfria men knappast lika komplicerade som de kaotiska 'moralkaketänkardagarna'..Vilka är mina principer? Vad har jag för förhållningssätt till andra människor? Har jag nånsin älskat någon? Vad händer med själen när jag dör? You know..de bara poppar upp de där fasansfullt jobbiga funderingarna..det tar av min energi! Var finns stoppknappen?

Ray - Millencolin

Hey, what the hell do you want me to do?
Hey, does it look like I'm static to you?
Well, you might look twice cause I'm moving.
OK, you see that I can walk which is good,
but still you're trying to make me talk like you would.
Your intention's nice, you're improving.

For all you know you're doing fine,
but I guess it shows
shows that even jewelry that's fake do shine.

So shut your mouth now big boy,
I'm just myself not your toy.
It's in my nature to be changing.
Now is it so hard to see?
You can not make me to be
someone who never will be changing.

So what the hell do you want me to say?
Another halting rhyme, another cliche.
Well, you might be right this one time.
You take for granted I'm your servant subdued.
Itdoesn't make sense to me, but to you.
So here's one last bright make shift rhyme.

For all you know I'm just a fool,
but I guess that shows
that you can not judge the dog just by it's drool.

I'm losing you for a big smile on my face.
You're nothing new and not hard to replace.
I'm losing you but I'm not losing ground.
So Peekaboo! And you won't be around.

Cause I change with time and that's not a crime.
Someone like you can not derange me.
Yeah, I change with time and that's not a crime.
It's in my nature to be changing.

:O


"Kom på något riktigt smart att skriva nu..."


Ju högre förväntningar, desto större prestationsångest.

Tillbaka till vardagen


You'll never see me again
So now who's gonna cry for you
You'll never see me again
No matter what you do


Imorgon börjat jag arbeta igen. Min första riktiga semester har varit givande på många sätt. Jag har kommit fram till en del av svaren på de frågor jag ställt mig om och om igen. Tid för ytterligare reflektion och återhämtning välkomnas naturligtvis, men jag känner att jag är redo att "gå vidare". Kanske har jag äntligen landat lite i den enda tillvaro som erbjöds mig efter skolans slut. Kanske har jag åter blivit mer smart än eftertänksam. Låt oss hoppas det. Hur konstigt det än låter ser jag fram emot morgondagen. Lika mycket som jag såg fram emot tränigen nu ikväll. Det var inte perfekt, men det är det jag ska hålla på med. Där hittar jag det uns av trygghet jag behöver för att överleva. It´s those little things...