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Guess it's time for me to really say something myself...But I like that though, to quote others when they've put words into thier feelings that are the same as mine. 'Cause that's a big problem for me. It often takes a while for me to understand what I want and then it takes even more time to put it in a sentence. Most people don't have that time. And I know listening is harder than it sounds. To really listen takes patience. And that's something I don't really have much of myself either, so...

I guess what I'm trying to say is, that the reason why I often back of or don't really want to take place is, that I feel that I can't ask that of others...

No, now I've mixed all thoughts up...I'm glad if you get anything out of it...

Bye.